Scare and What If

Sunday, June 17, 2018

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Desperately want to graduate from college this year.
Get a job for teaching in school.
Then have a saving account for my sisters' (in case) education.

But thought of something can go wrong, something that come out of nowhere and hit you in reality, fear of nothing makes me startled.

What if.
What if.
What if I'm stupid?
What if I'm not worth of it?
What if people think I'm unskilled?
What if nobody want to hire me?
What if I will leave behind?
What if the thing that wrong is me?