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It’s been one month
after my last post, and yeah… Happy Ied Mubarak all muslimin and muslimah all
around the world.
So today I don’t
know what to say, but I think I really need to write so I write this post. My
sixth semester already over and I now I just waiting my grade and I hope
everything get better. I hope for A, yeah, but I’m lil bit pessimistic about
that because for some of my lecture I didn’t study well. Those semester was
really really busy, for all of task, presentation, and teaching practice. And I
can survive after all.
Okay, actually I
don’t know what to talking about. There’s so many things in my head. Everything
in here seems so busy, rapidly moving around and each of them wants attention.
Life, love, study, future, death, all unfinished projects, friends, boys,
social media, oh.
Lately I was busy
with my smartphone, so I didn’t make time to write. Truth hurt. Be a lazy
person that truly like to procrastinate is… its disgusting but you keep doing
that, procrastinate your work. But now I must get up get up get up. Time flies
and If I don’t move I will not go to anywhere.
Right now, I want
to focus on my thesis project. I even didn’t know what kind of research that I
will do. Hmm, actually I know but I’m not sure if I can do that. I have an
Idea, I want to do a development research, and I hope my idea is good enough,
so I can moving forward. The next step is defining this project. What problem
that I want to solve? How I solve the problem, that’s the point of research.
And god, please. I need your guidance!
Its important for
me to start my thesis form now, because I need to finish my study next year.
Everybody is asking now, “when you graduated? When? When?”
It’s not like them
mocking at me, especially who asking this is my granddad, my auntie, my uncle,
and yeah my siblings. They just give attention to my study, they want me to
start my way to the future right now because adult life is hard. They make me
remember that I have more responsibilities than other people in my age. SO I
must run now!
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