Oke Apa Bagus Curhat Hari Ini?

Money whoah!

Apa ya bagus ditulis malam ini?

Hummm sebenarnya gue mau mengeluh  lagi. 

Menyebalkan ya.

Tahu bahwa dirimu sendiri memiliki sifat-sifat yang mengerikan yang bahkan tidak kau sadari ada di dalam dirimu? Its like you are bunch of miserable horrible mess. Salah satu dari sifatsifat jelek gue itu sudah diketahui adalah malas. Dan satu diantara yang lainnya adalah... boros. Money eater!Its like I have big bucks in my saving and I can use all of that money  for me alone. I use money without even thinking about it. Is I really need that thing or not? My addiction to social media makes me buy data paket more and more, its like I can't breath if I didn't stay in touch with my virtual world. I just... keep buying everything.

And I  meet my worst point.

I see my saving decreased and I didn't know where all the money go (of course I use that to buy things). I know what I'm doing is wrong but I keep doing that. I can't hold myself. That’s horrible!

And now.

My brother college fee is so high. He failed to get scholarship. Then the only thing I can do is asking myself 'why I keep wasting money???'

I should think and do thing more reasonable. We only have money from Mom pension fund, that can't cover all what me and my siblings needs. Yes of course we also have saving from my Mom bank account, but I'm scary I can't keep that in 'save point'.

If I life like this, I can be financially broken.

I should get a job but I don't know where to start.